My first entry in school

I'm in class right now in my humanities class, which by the way is a great class and one of my favorites.But right now I'm not enjoying it I'm sitting on the floor using a computer, which is really hard to do, but we're working in groups on our final project for our unit. I love having partners and working in groups but at the same time I hate it because I always have hard time getting partners and finding groups. No one ever wants to be my partner. I'm always the last picked. Very often I end up working on my own with no partner and sometimes I end up having to be partnered with the teacher. Gym class is the same way with team sports. I'm always the last to be picked. Even with my best friend in my class I'm still the last picked because my friends decicde they rather be partnered with a closer friend thats in class. I feel very unloved by my friends sometimes. In some cases I have group of friends where we're all friends with each other and I feel like everyone is so close to everyone but me. I feel like the odd person out sometimes. My friends have all have these inside jokes with each other and I'm always excluded from them. I don't know if its me or them but sometimes I feel like I dont have any friends when I know I do. The way I get treated by my friends sometimes is hurting me I know they're joking but I feel it gets out of hand sometimes. They joke too much with me now and now its hard to tell if they are or not. Sometimes the jokes even hurt me and they still think its funny. I don't really feel really apprieciated when I'm with a group of friends because they're all having such a good time but then leave me as the odd person out. Well I'm going to now because class is over or almost over enjoy my first blog entry in school lol.