Wednesday, February 20, 2013

backstabbing lying bitches

Been quite a while since I posted or vented out. I have a lot I want to say but do not know how I would want to say it. A lot has changed and when I say a lot I mean like a WHOLE lot! One of my best friends started living with me and we invested in a Playstation 3. I have another friend who techincally stays with us. That is my friends with benefits lol. To be honest though I feel as though we don't have that benefits title as much as we used to. We used to fuck a lot and cuddle and make out and all that now he claims he doesn't like making out he doesn't like cuddling and we barely have sex much anymore either. However, I found things out like he is going around hooking up with other people this one girl in particular and a lot too. He has hooked up with a few of my friends one of them being my best friend which kind of pissed me off I must say. I'm not mad at him more mad at her. She is like a sister to me we been best friends since we are six years old. She knows how much I love this guy, how much he means to me, how much I want to be with him as like a couple. She starts liking him and fucked him. She broke the fucking girl code! I can't stand when people do that. She is a backstabbing lying slut. I hate how he isn't as flirty with me as he is with these other girls. This one girl I cant stand she decided to finally drop me and all my friends but she kept him as friend and wants to be friends with only him now none of my friends. I believe that she is a backstabbing manipulative lying bitch. Girls cause way too much drama and I can't stand it yet I'm still supposedly bi-sexual. Not all girls are like that though I have come across a few that hate drama and unlike some of my friends wont go and start or cause it. I hate how a lot of my friends say they hate drama yet they cause it most the time or start it or how they say they never talk shit behind others backs when you know they do. What's more annoying is when they say they would never do this or never do that never do anything to hurt their best friend in anway yet they still do they do they exact thing they said they'd never do and that is the worst thing you can do. Especially breaking girl code that shit should be unforgivable but because I've been friends with her since I was six I can't do that to her no matter how close on the edge she has been with me. She's a drama starter and an attention seeker. She starts a whole big bitch fit when she doesn't get her way. She annoys the shit out of you until you cave into what she wants and just thinks because you caved once you'll constantly drop everything you're doing important or not just to go and help her sometimes for the stupidest shit ever. She has a lot of growing up to do she still has that high school level of maturity and she can claim she is mature all she wants she isn't. I'm trying to grow I'm trying to be the mature one but I keep getting dropped down to this pathetic high school bull shit that I shouldn't need to be involved in. I can't stand that shit I don't need soemone elses drama in my life because I have my own shit to deal with. Some people will never learn and will never grow up and that is so sad but in all honesty it won't get them anywhere in life. Karma will just end up beating the shit out of all of them and they will all learn the hard way. Gotta love karma when she is at her best!