Could this be love that I feel?

First off I'd like to share the lyrics to my favorite song thats always getting stuck in my head now. Its called Could This be Love that I Feel by Victoria Acusta

Woke up this morning, just sat in my bed
8am first thing in my head
is a certain someone who's always on my mind
he treats me like a lady, in everyway
his smile warms me throughout the day
should i tell him 'i love you'?
wish i knew what to say
Could this be love that I feel,
So strong, so deep and so real,
If I lost you would I ever heal,
Could this be love that I feel? (2)

The way he looks,
So deep in my eyes,
Our hearts are so warm,
I just wanna cry,
Then he's so hardworking,
He wants to be someone.
Should I tell him that I love you,
What if he doesn't say it too,
I'm getting so nervous,
What should I do
Could this be love that I feel,
So strong, so deep and so real,
If I lost you would I ever heal,
Could this be love that I feel? (2)

Will it be my turn,
Two hearts beating together as one,
No more loneliness,
Only love, laughter and fun
Could this be love that I feel,
So strong, so deep and so real,
If I lost you, would I ever heal,
Could this be love that I feel? (2)
Could this be love that I feel?...

You can take a guess of who I can relate to with this song thats if you know me well or payed attention. Right now I'm in an ok mood I was a little hyper but getting calm now I might go to bed after this since its like a little after 1 in the morning. I really don't get the whole feeling of love sometimes yea I say I'm in love and never felt like this before. I say I think he could be the one but I said that with my last 3 crushes. What makes my crush with Justin so different? Why is it my other crushes lasted like a few months but my crush on Justin has lasted like 5 years now? To be honest I don't think its a crush anymore I think its a lust and I'm a little embarassed to say that too lol. But seriously why can't I move on like I did with the others nothing is happening between us. According to him I'm the most wonderfull girl he knows. He wouldn't go to prom with anyone but me. He's never met a girl like me before and he likes a lot but he just doesn't see us as dating. He leads me on sometimes than just turns it all down. I really want to move on but can't I was so close to having a boyfriend he asked me out but I was so nervous because I haven't had one in so long but ended up turning him down because I felt it wrong to go into a relationship when I have such strong feelings for someone else. My feelings for Justin made me turn down a really nice person who hates me now because he thinks that I was setting him up. I need to move on but no one catches my interest anymore and it sucks. I really do hate love but I will wait for Justin because I have the feeling that my feelings for him are forever I mean this is the longest crush I've had. I can't believe its been about 5 years now since I met him and fell inlove with him how crazy is that?