Crystal Springs

I went to crystal springs today by my self because I couldn't get anyone to go but I had fun swimming. I went pretty much every pool except the kiddie pool. The kiddie pool is boring. I want to get out again my dad has his friends over they are playing this weird game and they are so loud. I can't go in the dining room or the kitchen so I'm pretty much trapped in my room thats one reason why I didn't care going to crystal springs my self. School is almost over this is the last week I have to go in and I'll be a senior! I'm going to graduation I'm excited for Justin graduation but at the same time I don't want him to graduate I'll miss him next year. School won't be the same without talking to him in the hall ways. I locked my cat out and she was meowing to come I love her bu she gets really really annoying sometimes and I have so many scratches from he that I think turned into some scars. I'm really bored right now I want to be with Justin but he is busy and so is half my friends. My friends are always busy and I'm always alone. I created a song about that once I don't like how it came out though. I hate how I sing. I can sing in a group but I can't go solo. Thats why I never did solo's in chorus class I don't like how my voice sounds when I sing by my self. I like to have people back me up so I don't just hear my self.