Nothing to do

With school out for the summer I have nothing to do. All my friends are busy but I'm stuck at home doing nothing. I cant wait for my party Monday when I can actually be with all my friends for once. Because I'm so bored I'm actually reading my summer reading book instead of waiting until the last week of summer. I'm actually liking the book I find it weird I'm always picking books that have my name in it. The book I'm reading might also be a disney movie it says so on the back of my book. That'll be so cool if it was it sounds like it'd make a good movie. I don't read as much as I used to. I used to love reading and would read all the time. I would read a million chapter books a week. Now it's like I don't read anymore like I lost the love in reading. I don't know who I am anymore I've changed a lot recentally. I don't even like who I'm changing into all things I'd say I'd never do or I'd never say is happening. I've always said I'd never judge a person for who they are and now am judging people. I have no idea if changing in a good way or a bad way but as of right now I don't like it. I don't want to sound all emo like saying I don't know who I am anymore or what my meaning is but because I'm changing so much I actually feel that way and its really weird.