Love is complicated

I'm bored and getting tired. I had an energry drink before and it was really big. I was so hyper but now I'm kind of crashing. I had such a fun time at the mall with my friend Justin. I really wish though he would realize how much I like him. Yea sure he knows I do because friends have told him but he doesn't realize exactly how much. I love him a lot. He literly means the world to me and I would do anything for him. I would risk my life to save his. I really feel like he is "The one" and I've said that about guys before and have been wrong but I'm really sure this time. I've known him and crushed on him for 3 years. I've never been so close to a guy before like I'm close with him. We go out almost every week and I always enjoy them. I never want the time I'm with him to end. I just don't understand how doesn't get it I mean I give so many hints even my friends know. He only likes me as a friend he told me himself but sometimes I wish he could change his mind maybe if he realized how much he meant to me. I wonder why love is so complicated and confusing. One day my dreams will come true and I will finally be happy. For now I'll have to deal with only being happy in my dreams. I'll be waiting for the day he decides he wants me to be his girlfriend however long that may take I'll wait for him.